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Long Term Sobriety Sucks

Six months of sobriety doesn’t seem to be fixing anything…

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Tips for Surviving the First Week Sober

Some (hopefully) useful tips on surviving your first week sober.

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Vacation Sucks (2021 Edition)

Trying to stay busy in 2021.

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Building my current self from absolutely nothing.

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Vacation, Drinking, and Not Drinking

I guess I’m doing this again. 2:30 a.m. tired but unable to sleep. Might as well write. I’m back to sober life and today is day four. I fell of the wagon or whatever it is a few weeks ago…maybe? It’s amazing how I’ve lost track of all time and structure since I started boozing […]

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Sober January? Sober 2021?

Well let’s give this a try again: sobriety. Despite the wonderful success of Sober September I took up drinking again in October and I’ve drank every day since. Part of this was justified (in the grasping-for-straws way us alcoholics are exceedingly good at); as a UPS worker dealing with the holidays I did whatever I […]

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Adderall Sucks

Lessons from taking Adderall at work

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Lessons From Substance-Free September: Life Goes On

More lessons from Substance-Free September

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Lessons from Substance-Free September: Don’t be too Hard on Yourself

Lessons from September

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Alcoholism Sucks: The Slow Descent

So it’s 3:20 a.m. and I’m pounding my seventh beer. I feel slightly better about life but not quite okay with it. It’s a struggle to drink enough to feel okay with life but not drink too much to lose your mind to the drunken haze. And with every drunken day that passes that line […]