My First YouTube Video Sucks

Editing videos fucking sucks. I knew it would but didn’t know the extent that it would. Part of it is my fault. My computer is shitty, about four or five years old, and isn’t meant to do anything more than act as a word processor. That’s why I bought it — I wanted to blog — so I purchased the cheapest, barest-minimum piece of trash I could. Apparently it’s not ideal for video editing. The damn thing crashed and froze up about three or four times during editing. Sometimes the audio on the video cut out, and good luck trying to edit all the quiet/boring parts out of a video when you can’t hear anything. I had to reload the project constantly to fix the problem.

Editing took me about three hours, all for a nine minute video. That took a long time! I knew this would be a thing because doing something the first time always takes longer than you expect. Once again to bring up the blogging analogy, our first blog posts probably take days and maybe weeks of writing, editing, being too terrified to publish because you think what you’ve written is shit, writing and editing some more, and finally you’re done. After you’ve done that a few times you get into a habit/flow where you know what the next step is and you don’t fumble around as much as you used too.

Anyways, since I talked about this in the last post I figured I’d plop the video up for you guys. This feels more awkward than publishing the video in the first place. As a blogger, no one has heard my voice or seen me outside of my crappy profile picture. Like putting the real person who talks and has mannerisms, the dude behind all of these posts, out there in the world makes me feel strange. There’s some anonymity behind blogging; you get to hide behind words and don’t have to worry about the inflection of your tone/voice or how you’re dressed or what your surroundings are. Well, enough rambling about nothing, here’s the damn video. Obligatory “Yo yo yo! If you liked this video smash that ‘like’ button, subscribe, and hit that fuckin’ bell for notifications my bros!”

Our Own Worst Enemies

Like everyone I’m probably more critical about the end result than anyone else is. First off, my sniffles are the most annoying thing in the world. I noticed this when I was editing. I sound like a person coming off a cocaine binge or something. Apparently I put in a ton of sniffs in the place of “uhhs” and “ahhhs” and “umms,” you know those “thinking words” to fill silence when you’re trying to figure out what the hell you’re supposed to say next. Going forward: no more sniffling!

One time in the video I told my wife “stop” to stop recording. Apparently I didn’t edit this out and was too lazy to go back and fix the problem. Going forward: check your work!

I’m obviously nervous talking to a camera. Hopefully that goes away with some practice. Going forward: relax and just talk like a normal person!

My voice is shit. I hate it. In my mind I know the sound of my voice and my real voice is nothing like that. Sure, the voice I think I have is awful enough, but my real, recorded voice is holy fucking hell disgusting. No one else probably thinks this though because that’s how they hear me all the time so I’m trying not to think of it too much. Going forward: try not to think of it too much!

There’s no backing music, no cool animations, no intro video, no cool logos, no nothing. Going forward: who gives a shit?

But being totally honest I’m happy with the result. It’s not perfect but it’s not awful. It’s a start. The worst YouTube videos I’ve seen are usually car repair videos. To start, they’re terribly edited. “First, we’ll take off the lug nuts,” and then you have to sit through five minutes of some guy taking off lug nuts. There’s five lug nuts my guy! We get what you’re doing after the first one! Edit that shit out bro! The camera work is also ass because half the time you can’t even see what they’re talking about. “This bolt right here…well it’s kinda dark but trust me it’s there…” as the camera is showing you a black fucking screen. Anyways, end rant, but I’m glad I went above and beyond that sort of video. I edited out all the boring parts, tried to be informative, and tried to add a bit of dry humor to the video. That part was easy as I kept fucking things up accidentally. The end result isn’t professional quite yet, but I have an idea of what I’m trying to do.

That should be all for blogging about YouTube videos for awhile. In truth I hate it. Why read a blog about YouTube videos instead of watching YouTube videos? I’ll be back to my regularly scheduled bitching and griping shortly. Thanks for reading and/or watching!

Check out my YouTube channel about off-grid green energy setups!

Or my Instagram where I post pointless artistic pics and shitty poems every whenever I get around to it.

Or my other blog where I sometimes post stories.






7 responses to “My First YouTube Video Sucks”

  1. ceponatia Avatar

    Props for doing it though. I’ve always wanted to but I don’t have the energy. I don’t even mean the over the top Markiplier brand of energy… just energy to talk for more than 3 words a sentence, lol. I suppose that’s why I write.

    It’s a good first video and all the self critical stuff is really only noticeable by you. I’ve seen far worse videos from people who have been doing it for up to a decade.

    As for the computer… yeah. Video editing is one of the most hardware intensive things you can do. I have a PC I built myself which all together was well over $1000 (not paid for all at once, I upgraded over time) and Premier Pro still makes it grind its teeth.

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    1. TheBlackhairedGuy Avatar

      I might pay a friend at work to build me a PC; then I can join the Masterrace™. But I need a place to put it, real reason for buying it, and so on.

      Dude these videos take two hours to edit, then my laptop takes 45 minutes to process and save the video, and then YouTube/Internet takes another 20-30 minutes to upload the damn thing! This isn’t even counting the time/energy it takes to actually plan and record the video. You’re right, it’s intensive for about everything involved.

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      1. ceponatia Avatar

        If you weren’t editing them I’d suggest streaming and saving the stream as you’d save time on uploading… but you can’t edit those 😟


  2. ceponatia Avatar

    Also just a heads up… I KNOW you didn’t do anything wrong and it’s unlikely anything will happen to you, but someone tossed a cat on a Twitch stream last year and Twitter tried to ruin his life. Just FYI. Lol

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    1. TheBlackhairedGuy Avatar

      Ha! I totally forgot I tossed the cat and had no clue why you mentioned that. I’ll have to keep the cat-chucking to a minimum in my following videos.

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      1. ceponatia Avatar

        He was someone the internet already hated to begin with so you’re probably safe, and he chucked the cat much further than you did. Lol. If you have heard of OnlyUseMeBlade, that’s him. He’s a hardcore alcoholic who gets wasted and threatens to rape the women who are always inexplicably sitting next to him.

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  3. mirrorimage76 Avatar

    Well I dont know why he sounds like such a nice guy lol

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